Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Im So Fed Up, Dat You Could Call Me "K Fed"

Im not the smartest person in the world, and rarely am I the smartest in the room, but this year I have to tell you… something changed. I am tired of taking these “college” classes and not learning anything what so ever. On top of all that I think I’m actually getting stupider because of them. And I know I use that line all the time but I’m serious this time, I am good at my job, and hearing all the dorks in my class talk about how they would deal with problems that I have been or will be forced with makes me so pissed because they have no idea what they are talking about… here is an example:
Topic: Parents wanting to stay and comfort their crying child at pre school drop off.
Stupid Girl answer: “well wouldn’t it work if we reminded the parent that they need to get to work? I mean we could say “Well you are the one who chose to work and leave your kid with us, so you need to stick to that plan.”
Okay so back to reality… WTF first if that was me and my child I would hit the bitch in the face and take my kid away from there cuz she obviously has some type of mental disability. Who, honestly would blame a parent for wanting to comfort their own child, gee lady maybe the kid is afraid of your stupidity.
So needless to say I spent that hour and a half class silent, I wasn’t going to encourage them, I wanted nothing to do with them. Now here come the conceded Nicole… but seriously, my pride aside, I am super good at teaching these kids. And this is the first time I’ve said this to anyone since I graduated but I want to be a teacher. Like a high school teacher, but not at first, I’m too young, I want to teach sixth grade at Windsor Middle or fourth grade at Brooks. Then move up to high school once I’m married and have a kid, but for stupid reasons (I loved high school so much and if I went to teaching there too soon I might try and relive my high school years).
So do you think I can do it? Can I become a teacher? I have doubts, major doubts. I don’t think any of my dreams will come true. I wonder why… lets play a game… I’m gunna go in my moms room and tell her that I want to teach fourth grade and see what she says. So make guesses now, I say money will come up and massage therapy… what do you think?
I’m nervous, wish me luck. Brb.
Okay so my mom said “Liz (my aunt) thinks it would be good if I was a teacher” then When I said, no what do you think, she said. “I think we don’t have to decide anything this second” So what can I say, she is right. I guess I should wait to decide, but at the same time I need to start looking into schooling and stuff you know… Whatever

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